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These wounds that have never taken shape,
So awfully bitter and clear,
Still ridicule me from the corners of my mind
Does this seem foolish?

In its due time, that one day will become a memory
It’ll have turned into a story to smile of
Everything will return to the way it’s supposed to be,
And I’ll never stop being lonely.

This sadness now
Looks like but a farce
Something certain, something solid
Is what I’m looking for.

Your kindness
Elicits this feeling of guilt from me
In its due time, our love turned to poison
Come see right through my heart,
So much as to steal my breath,
And on that note, we’ll bring this night to a close

Someday, I’ll lose my regrets
One by one
In retrospect, these thoughts that preceded me—
They were so plain.

There is no place for me
In a seemingly never-ending story like this.
Now, I can feel this twisted, upside-down path
Run its course

In gazing at your past,
You feign it a tragedy, don’t you.
Surely, though,
I, too, am going to live that way.

I wished to doubt your sincerity,
Since I’m so afraid of ensuring it.
All I wanted was to hear your voice again before the sun sets
I won’t get anywhere like this.

Your heated passion,
Your breath,
We mirror one another,
Ascertaining our actions.

And here, at the very bottom of the night, filled to the brim with darkness,
Let’s just smile.

The kindness both of us show
Elicits a feeling of guilt from each one of us
In its due time, our love has turned to poison
Come see right through my heart,
So much as to steal my breath,
And on that note, we’ll bring this night to a close
And only if we could come to understand each other…

2024-01-23 12:22:12